Chapter 8.23: Business plan

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From Rowan's diary


Dear diary, at this point I should have learnt already how every day inevitably provides new challenges. Some of them, however, are really quite unpredictable to me. 
Today, for instance, it was Gaia's first day of elementary school. It didn't go well. 


Gaia: (disobedient) But I don't want to go to school, it's boring! And then that uniform it's so ugly!

After much reflection we decided to enroll her in a private school, it seemed by far the best one in this neighborhood, and both I and Juno agreed that investing our money in her instruction was fundamental. But Gaia isn't impressed at all by the news, and ever since she saw her uniform for the first time she's been throwing a tantrum to avoid wearing it. The more time passes, the more it becomes clear to us that our daughter is really stubborn.

Juno: C'mon, it's just clothing, all your classmates will wear the same one.
Gaia: But it looks so old! And then with that skirt I can't climb on things!
Rowan: You go to school to study anyway, not to climb on stuff.
Gaia: What? But...

Everyone was exhausted by the argument by the time we managed to convince her to wear that damn uniform, if it had taken any longer we would have been late for school on her first day already.


Gaia: But it's unfair, I...
Juno: In any case it's very late now, we have to hurry.

I shook my head, it was just early morning and I was tired already. Have I already written that our daughter is really stubborn?

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In the meantime, as always, we also had other thoughts crowding our minds. After all, Juno's former employer had just been arrested and the company she used to work for just shut down, and now it's time for us to deal with the consequences. She has to find a new job, possibly quickly, we both knew it.


Juno: I saw some job ads, but they are all positions aimed at new graduates who are just starting out... Honestly, I'm not sure I'd like to start it all over again.
Rowan: …

The situation certainly wasn't easy. But Juno always has a lot of ideas, I was pretty sure she had something else in mind too. 

Rowan: Are you sure there's nothing else?
Juno: ... Nothing realistic, let's say.

Over time, she too must have become better at deciphering my expressions, because she was quick to add:


Juno: Well, if you want I can tell you, but I really think is too reckless as an idea... You see, I talked about it a bit with some of my old colleagues, and we all said that it would be a real pity to waste all that we did and learnt over these years. So...
Rowan: So...?
Juno: And so, we have come up with the idea that, if a new company that really dealt with the environment was opened, maybe we could put to use what we can do and really help the green transition of Sim City. Also, we know quite well that our team would actually have the ability to open and run such a company. But... but it seems like such a gamble to me, there are so many things that may go wrong...

I thought about it for a moment. Certainly taking on the management of a new company was a much riskier move than taking a mediocre job as an accountant at one of the many offices in this city. However, being able to contribute to the protection of the environment and the climate has always been one of Juno's core values, I don't think she shouldn't preclude that possibility before even considering it.

Rowan: We now own a house, and then there's still my salary. I mean, now we have to consider Gaia's school tuition, but even if your project didn't work out I don't think we'd end up sleeping under a bridge, right?
Juno: Well, probably not. But we would have to make a rather substantial investment to create the initial capital of the hypothetical company, and if we failed that investment would be completely lost... Let's say that, if doing all the math it turned out that the founders of the company should use all our savings on the table, or even mortgage our houses, I would certainly back out.
Rowan: (nods) That seems reasonable to me.

Juno: I guess I should write to my old colleagues again then, to discuss it a bit more seriously... Anyway, Gaia is about to return from school. Maybe we should go downstairs and help her with her homework. Ready for the tantrum?
Rowan: I guess that, after this morning, it's going to be inevitable... 


Rowan: Hi Gaia! So, how was your school day?
Gaia: It was sooooo boring! At least it's over!
Juno: You'll have to return there every day, you know?
Gaia: What? Don't kid me! 
Rowan: Well, that's why you were given homework, isn't it?
Gaia: But I'm fed up, I want to go out!
Rowan: I'm afraid now it's raining outside, but after you finish your homework we can play as much as you want. Don't worry, we'll help you, you'll see that in no time we'll be done.
Gaia: (sullen) Uhm...


Gaia: How boring...

Gaia's behaviour has given both Juno and me a lot to think about, so much so that we even talked about it with her teachers in the following weeks. All they said, though, is that she actually seems to be doing quite well with both the school subjects and getting along with the other kids. She just get bored very easily, particularly indoors, that's it. 

It's always a battle, but every day Juno and I do our best to convince her to wear her uniform and her uniform and go to school, do her homework, and in general ensure that she takes school seriously. But then, to compensate, whenever she finishes her homework early and it isn't rainy, we bike to the closest park and let her play until she gets tired.


Gaia: Give me the ball, I can do it!


Rowan: Actually, about the stance...
Gaia: Trust me, I've already scored plenty of times this way!

Another afternoon we also played with water balloons. The little girl always seems to take these games very seriously, and we are seriously disappointed when she fails to hit the target (in this case, our faces).



Gaia: I was sure to hit you this time!
Juno: Be careful now, it's dad's time to try!


Gaia: Ouch!
Rowan: Sorry! (worried) Gaia, are you all right?
Gaia: Of course I am, this is nothing!

I really have to pay attention to those water balloons, and remember I'm not in Sulani anymore... Luckily, she was back running around in no time.


Gaia: Can we come back tomorrow too? Please!
Juno: ... I'm sorry, but tomorrow afternoon we have to work until late. You'll have to stay in after school a little longer.
Gaia: What? But they make us do homework for hours and hours, it's so boring!

Neither Juno nor I said anything, we felt a little guilty. Gaia evidently doesn't like staying at school, even more so when she has to stay there for the whole afternoon. But how should we do it? Work is also important, we can't go home before 3 PM every day just because Gaia would prefer it that way.
Asking children to make some sacrifices is not easy, but we really don't see any alternatives. Also because what we had planned for the next day was really important, we certainly couldn't postpone it.

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The next day, uptown Sim City

Juno seemed more and more committed to the plan to found a new company, one that was truly involved in environmental protection in this region. In recent weeks she's been doing calculations over calculations to predict how much money she and her old colleagues would need to invest to get such a business up and running, as well as having some profit margin.

From what she tried to explain to me, it was soon clear that the finances of the partners in this new company would not be sufficient to start the project, if they really wanted to start they would need to find some external financiers. And this is where their knowledge about fundraising (or rather, in this case, crowdfunding) comes in handy.

As the online live broadcast approached, Juno went towards the podium to prepare for her speech. She seemed more nervous than she was during the trial, she knew that a lot depended on how convincing she would have been during that single speech.


Rowan: Good luck.
Juno: Thank you.

All the help I could give her was to show my support, and so I did. Then I hurried to take a seat in one of the chairs in front of the podium, the speech was about to begin.


Juno: Good afternoon everyone, and thanks for being here! As you certainly already know, I am here today to present to you our new project aimed at initiating the green transition in this great metropolis. First of all...

Juno had repeated that speech to me so many times that she probably could have said it by heart, without any need to read it, yet she kept those slips of paper with her. Her first fear was to be associated her with her old company, whose name was in the headlines for weeks during the trial. But she couldn't do more than avoid mentioning her old company, and hope the public didn't recognize her.
And the second, and perhaps more serious, thing that she feared was the possible rejection that the Sim City audience might have towards sixamians like us, especially since their project is based on...


Juno: ... objectively, using Sim City technology the costs of an ecological transition are still very high. But the story is very different by adding to the equation the possibilities given by the technology that has already been developed in New Sixam. With matter recomposers, recycling any material would become a piece of cake, while teleportation permits the optimisation of both transportation and energy production, thanks to its application in stellar core power plants. The purpose of this company would therefore be to create a bridge between the respective technologies, to...

Her speech delivery was spotless, as usual, I don't think she could have done any better. The question, however, remains: will Sim City listen to this message?


Logan: I didn't think I'd see you again so soon, you know?
Juno: Oh, hi, I didn't think you'd come.
Logan: After all those emails to the old colleagues' mailing list, I was really curious to hear what your "genial idea" was about... Well, bringing up that weird New Sixam technology could move the progress of this region a bit, I guess... But do you at least have some commercial partner in mind over there? Those "matter recomposers", or whatever they're called, and those stuff to teleport people around too, you'll have to buy them somewhere, right?
Juno: Well... Yes, actually I have a reseller in mind... Even if I'm not really sure he'll be happy to see me again, to be honest.

Of course, I knew who she was talking about. And, yes, that was probably one of the riskiest points of that whole business plan.


A few days later, Tech Sixam

And this brought us to the next stage of that project, in the Tech Sixam commercial district. While Juno's video bounced around the internet and people started to send in their donations, she also had to urgently find contacts in New Sixam who were willing to become members of that big and very ambitious project.


Indeed, she does know one shop there, and it also seemed to have had some success compared to the last time she had been there. But Juno also seemed visibly worried about meeting its owner again, just as I am. Is this project really so precarious to require such risky moves?


Salesman: Good morning, how can I help you?
Juno: (tense) Good morning. Thank you, but we actually asked for a meeting with the owner, I think he should be here soon.

???: (from the door) Uhm, I didn't think you actually had the guts to shop up in such a humble store on the outskirts of New Sixam. Didn't your majesty leave saying you were looking for something better, Juno?
Juno: I told you already, this is just about business, Francis.


Francis: (a bit annoyed) Fine. Enough wasting our time, then, what's your improbable plan about, this time?



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§HermioneSims§ corner

Drama, drama is never enough!

Jokes aside, the more I return back to this generation, the more I notice how little calm time I gave to this generation, and how harsh I was on them also...

Anyway, this chapter is also when I took one of the most exaggerated expressions-pictures in the whole legacy. Sims in general are famous for their extreme facial expressions, but Juno is just another level...


Chapter 8.22: Defence

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From Rowan's diary


The next day, I and Juno went to the police so that she could testify. At first the officers were quite upset, as it was clear to everyone that Juno had read the confidential work documents they had sent me, but the situation quickly changed when they realised how much information she could provide. 

A few weeks later the news that the well-known and benevolent company committed to the green transition was charged with money laundering was in all the newspapers, and the start of the trial was upon us.


Rowan: Ready to testify in front of the judge?
Juno: (taking a deep breath) Yes, I think so.

She seemed a little tense, a bit like a student just before an exam. Ultimately she just had to tell the truth and answer the questions, I didn't think she had much to fear.

Logan: Oh, that's where you were.
Juno: Hi.

Obviously Logan, like all of Juno's other colleagues, also found themselves entangled in the trial. Many seemed quite hostile towards her since they realized that it was she was the one who spilt everything to the detectives, as if it was her fault if they ended up in a tribunal. I can't avoid suspecting that many of them may have reacted this way because they had something to hide, but I don't see why I should worry about them.

No, officially I am here to carry forward the defence of Juno and her other colleagues who were not directly involved in the money laundering affair, and this is what I must focus on.


Logan: I admit I don't feel so comfortable having him as my lawyer, you know?
Rowan: (serious) Hey, I have a name!
Logan: Uh uh...

Yes, I need to do my best to be impartial, but it's going to be particularly challenging with a certain person. It's not like a verdict confirming his innocence would change anything to me, anyway, I would dislike him no matter what. 


This trial will definitively be an especially long one. There is a very large number of charged people, even more people called in to testify, and several lawyers and assistants. Even just listening to everyone took days. As the defence lawyer of Juno and the others in her situation, I had to ensure that them all could receive fair treatment and make their position as clear as possible during the debates. 


Juno was asked several questions, regarding her role in the company, the fundraisings and the circumstances that had led her to testify at the police station. She had to repeat for the umpteenth time elements already in the hands of the detectives and reported in the trial files, but in general they all seemed well disposed towards her.


Juno: ... officially our customers paid us a monthly fee, on the contracts they signed it was clearly stated that our company would have used that money to implement more environmentally friendly solutions in their buildings and production lines. I was in charge of drawing up budgets and of some fundraising projects, but I never had reason to suspect that the money had an illicit origin. Honestly, I still struggle to believe it, we worked so hard thinking we were helping the environment, while instead...


Juno was one of the few witnesses to prove to be sincerely disappointed by the conduct of their company, evidently she was among the few who truly believed in what was their (official) mission. I know I should remain impartial and do my job, but that was very disappointing to find.


Logan: ... among my tasks, I was also responsible for the company's computer network. I had never accessed the executives' files, but I can provide you with some passwords, if it may be of use for the investigation.


It pains me to admit it, but Logan was also quite cooperative and provided a lot of important information for the investigation. What a drag.

Shaking my head a little, I took note of what he had said and prepared to listen to the next witness. It will be a long process, we will need to maintain patience and strong nerves if we want to reach the end of it.

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So the days passed. Both Juno and I couldn't help but be worried about the progress of the trial, but we were trying very hard not to make Gaia notice our state of mind.


Time passed so quickly that we barely noticed it, and now it was time for the birthday of the (no more so) little Gaia.


Juno: Iris managed to get the tourist visa just in time, she's coming!
Rowan: I also helped River and the others with their paperwork too, they should arrive soon.

We decided to celebrate Gaia's birthday here, in Sim City, even if this meant a lot of paperwork for our relatives and friends from New Sixam. But we thought that the little one would have more fun in a place she was familiar with, and then the others said they were curious to see our new house, after hearing so much about it.

Gaia: Cake, cake!
River: Eh eh, how can you blame her? The cake looks delicious!
Rowan: Don't you want to blow out the candles first?
Gaia: Yes, blow, blow!




Gaia has always shown a quite strong character, and even during her birthday party it has been very evident. She sulked all evening because she argued with Eva, it wasn't entirely clear to us what the reason for their argument was, but they seemed to have taken it seriously.


Caleb: I really don't understand girls, why are they fighting?
Iris: I suspect that Gaia said something that implied she doesn't like Eva's hairstyle.
Caleb: (perplexed) And is this a reason to argue?
Iris: Well, it depends... But tonight they're definitively exaggerating a bit, that's for sure.

Despite everything, in the end Gaia seemed to have fun, as did our guests. All in all it had been a good party, we could be satisfied when we went to sleep that evening.

And a good night's sleep at that moment was just what we needed, as the final court ruling would be held the very next morning.

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The following day, back in court


The work day started very early again, and we lawyers were called to report our final reports, before the judge expressed his final judgment.

The overall situation had been clear for days, the responsibility lay with a few managers of Juno's company and of their clients, and very few of Juno's colleagues were found aware of the facts or involved in any illegal act. After months in court, those few executives had been arrested, the illicit activities traced, and the company where Juno worked (that, at this point, appears like a pure cover to a money laundering operation) had been closed down.


Logan: Well, thank goodness it's over, I couldn't stand coming to court anymore... (Ironic) I really think I'll have to start sifting through job adverts again, just like a new graduate, don't I?

Juno, Logan and all their acquitted colleagues seem relieved for the first time since they set foot in this court, but some sadness and anger for the job they just lost is also evident, even to me.


Juno: C'mon, it's not all bad, in the end they were just tricking us! We thought we were helping the environment, but instead they were only interested in laundering money, it was right to get out!
Rowan: To be precise, you also helped stop criminals and prevented their illegal activities from continuing, which is no small feat.
Juno: Yes, right!


Logan: Well, whatever, at this point I don't think I have any reason to stay. Thank you for defending us during the trial, Rowan, objectively you've been very professional.
Rowan: …
Logan: I don't think there will be any other opportunities to cross paths, but after all this city is smaller than it seems… But in any case, bye bye to both of you.
Juno: Bye, and good luck!
Logan: (nods) You too.

That said Logan left, I guess he was tired. The few times I had seen him in the past he had always seemed nonchalant and even a bit of a loudmouth, but throughout the trial he always looked particularly worried, according to Juno he was afraid that I could pull some dirty trick on him. Honestly, I can't say I'm sorry.

But at least he went away and left us alone. At that point Juno didn't think twice before hugging me tightly and telling me:


Juno: I'm so relieved!
Rowan: Yes, me too.

It has been a long and tedious trial, but I'm quite sure there aren't loose ends left. Those responsible have been identified and punished, while the innocents like Juno and most of her colleagues can move forward with their lives. This is a new starting point, for everyone.


Logan: (ironic) I think those two are the only couple I know who came out of a tribunal more united than when they entered...

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So we went home, relieved as we hadn't been in a long time.


Juno: You were the best lawyer in the whole trial, and I don't say it just because it's you! But is your job always like this?
Rowan: Actually, I'm not asked to go to tribunals, and when I do the processes usually don't take that long.
Juno: Well, thanks again anyway, really. I really don't know what I would have done without you.

I don't think she was only referring to legal defense, after all many other lawyers could have done the same. For sure, during these months she shared with me a lot of her worries about what was going on, like she listened to mines, I think we've been a good team even if the situation initially appeared far from ideal.

Rowan: Well...


Juno: Why so silent tonight?
Rowan: It's just I don't know what to sa—




At this point in our lives, my dear diary, it doesn't happen often to feel as carefree as tonight. It has definitely been a great day.

Chapter 8.21: Not the laundering I had in mind

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§HermioneSims§ corner

Hello! Today I'm here with a small introductory comment to specify that, even if it happened off-screen, also Juno had her birthday and is now an adult sim. I didn't find a nice spot to introduce it in the story, it happened one day later than Rowan's and it would have made the story very repetitive. 

Even if it happened off-screen without a whole house party, she already received her happy birthday wishes from River and Iris in the last chapter, and had a chance to celebrate it with her friends and colleagues in town, so no need to worry about it!


This said, it's time for the next chapter!


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About six months later

From Rowan's diary

Quite a lot of things changed since my last diary entry. First of all, both I and Juno talked to our bosses, asking to reduce our overtime working hours to what is strictly necessary. The clearest point in all our conversations was that we needed and wanted to spend more time together and with Gaia, thus this step seemed the main point to address. 

In any case, we earn enough money to live comfortably right now. The house still needs a lot of renovations, which at this point will take longer than initially planned, but this isn't the point. Maybe our life is not perfect, but for sure it is way more enjoyable now than it was before, and also Juno and Gaia are smiling way more now. 



- Buy new curtains and rods

(Sorry for using you to write down my shopping list, my dear diary, but right now there is another weirdo stopping right in front of our house and taking pictures. I haven't understood yet why they would do so, but for sure the first thing we need to invest in for our house renovation is some serious curtains and shutters for the windows facing the main street). 

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Rowan: (coughing) It's even worse than usual this morning…


Juno: Hi! Were you watching the sunrise?
Rowan: I was trying to, but with all this smog it's not easy...
Juno: The air quality in this season it's just terrible, that's true... Rather, the paint buckets and floor tiles we ordered should arrive at the store today. Are you still sure you want to try doing the renovations on our own?
Rowan: Sure, it's not the first time I've done something like this.

Sure, renewing the whole house will take a while, hiring someone for the job would definitively save us a lot of time (but would make the cost rise a lot too). But I had done it many times already back in Sulani, the scout group was often asked to help every time someone had some renovations to do in their houses. For sure it will take a lot of time, but it's not like we have to do everything all at once anyway. Our house is about to improve a lot, that's for sure.

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Some other months later...





Rowan: Assembling this flooring was trickier than I was expecting, but the results aren't bad at all, right?
Juno: I was expecting it to be even more difficult instead. But now I'm so happy, everything is so much prettier now!

Of course, we only used recycled and low environmental impact materials for the renovations. We have also ordered a couple of rainwater collectors and some solar panels for the roof, which should be available within a few months.

In a polluted place like this our effort might seem as useless as trying to empty an ocean with a teaspoon, but this does not seem like a sufficient reason to give up before even trying.


Juno: I really like the colour of the walls, it turned out even better than I imagined looking at the catalogue in the store. And…

Beep beep!

We were suddenly interrupted by a notification on my cell phone. So, instinctively, I took it out of my pocket to check what it was about.

Rowan: …
Juno: Did something happen?
Rowan: (puzzled) It looks like an urgent work email.

Then I showed her the phone screen, so that also she could read the words "URGENT, READ NOW!" which had been used as the object. I was trying to work from home as little as possible, but I couldn't ignore that message too. And Juno seemed to agree, because she immediately told me:

Juno: Don't worry, if I received an email like that I would rush to my work PC too.


So I immediately went to my PC to figure out what it was. The more I read the more I was surprised, did they really manage to find decisive evidence for that case of...


Juno: Is there any issue at your office?
Rowan: No, it's quite the opposite, actually. It looks like the names of a few companies involved in that money laundering ring I've talked about a few times are finally starting to surface. It seems lilke the police is still unsure about the method they used to launder the money, but at this point it won't be long before that detail will come up too.
Juno: Oh, that sounds great!


Juno seemed at least as happy as I was about that news, at least until she got close enough to read the lists of company names and numbers on the screen.

Juno: ... How strange, a lot of the companies on that list are also our customers, you know?
Rowan: Are you sure?
Juno: Yes, of course, I see those names all the time in our monthly budget sheets, and...

Then you Juno went pale, suddenly falling silent.


Rowan: (worried) Hey, is something wrong?
Juno: ... Also the numbers in the last column are the same as our budgets, they correspond precisely with the amount they pay us every month.

I was able to make the connection, and therefore understand why Juno seemed so upset, a few moments later. The column of that table to which she was referring to corresponded to the undeclared earnings of each of those companies, or even to the money they earned from illegal activities, but we were not yet aware of the method they used to launder that money. But if those exact figures were really paid every month to the company where Juno worked, then it was difficult not to suspect that…


Juno: I can't believe it, it's not possible that our company may be laundering so much illegal money!

We talked about it again and again, late into the night, because this news took that old case I'd been working on for so long to a whole new level.

In some ways I am also frustrated by this situation, that case had been the most interesting procedure going on at our firm for ages, until a few hours before I couldn't wait to obtain new evidence to finally be able to close it. 

But now we found ourselves personally involved in the case, placing the matter on a completely different level. The more we compared the information in our possession, the more evident it seemed that Juno's company was guilty of an unprecedented money laundering ring, for which the contracts for the ecological transition of their customers suspiciously appeared as a mere method to cover their illicit activities.

What should we have done? If we had brought all these new elements to court, the company where Juno worked would have closed and she would certainly have lost her job, and perhaps she would have even risked being included among the suspects. However, on the other hand, it would be morally wrong to pretend not to know and allow such illicit activities to continue.


Juno: It seems so absurd to me, all the nice words about promoting the green transition, and all the work we've done... And it was all for a farce?
Rowan: … What are you going to do?
Juno: I do not know! Instinctively I would never want to work for them again, they basically fooled me until now! But I'm also afraid that after working in that place for so long I may have inadvertently helped them in whatever they're doing, I don't want to be arrested or anything like that!


Juno: (scared) You're the lawyer, what do you think I should do?

I thought about it for a few more moments. Realistically, how much was Juno risking? Had she committed any illegal act? And morally what should we be giving priority to?

Rowan: (serious) Honestly, I think you should testify. It's only a matter of time, even if you aren't the one to lead the detectives on the right path, sooner or later other evidence will come out and your bosses will be incriminated. But it would be the right thing to do, and even if any evidence against you was found, you would certainly find yourself in a much more favourable situation if you cooperated with the police from the beginning.
Juno: I see... But you would help me, right?
Rowan: Well... the law firm I work at will handle the prosecution of the incriminated companies, I certainly couldn't help you on that side. Anyway, from the moment your name came out, I would no longer be allowed to continue working on it.
Juno: …
Rowan: However, at that point, I don't think anyone could stop me from being your defence lawyer. After all, in this country, everyone has the right to be defended in court by whomever they choose.

Juno nodded, but she continued to seem troubled and afraid of what awaited her.
But after all those years I thought I knew her enough to know that she would, in the end, decide to do what was right, no matter how hard it was. And, as if to confirm it, shortly afterwards she said to me:


Juno: I think that in the end I would have testified anyway, it would be the only right thing to do. But I'm so scared...
Rowan: I'm sure you haven't done anything wrong, you'll see that everything will be fine.


And I sincerely hope that this is really the case, you don't know how much, my dear a diary…

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§HermioneSims§ corner (yes, another one)

I know, you may be thinking I'm too evil with my sims, I didn't give them even a single nice chapter to recover from the previous story ard! However, I'm here to say that this is actually a chapter suggested by the gameplay, and not by my evil mastermind. 

Basically, you have to know that in-game Juno is working in the political career from the City Living EP, in the charity organiser branch. She had a promotion around this time, and I started to see notifications when she was at work saying stuff like:


Translation:
"Juno writes an email to the accountant, 
who explores the matter and finds out that
a close organisation is laundering illegal money!
Juno informs the authorities and receives a price
for her honesty"

This is actually a notification she received several times, and that popped out for the first time after I started to write about the money laundering case related to Rowan's job. Also considering that I had no idea yet about how to conclude the laundering storyline, I told myself: